Maybe Life isn’t That Simple
I took a walk again and thought about what to write here because it has been way too long since i posted a thing.
I don’t like to wait for things in life. Let me elaborate. I don’t like to wait for things that i am unsure of the outcome. Say i’m waiting for a ride at an amusement park i know that eventually i will get to ride that ride. But i don’t ever think i could ever invest in stock. To put money into something that could collapse at any time seems like too much of a risk for my taste. Needless to say if i am faced with two paths, one foggy and dark and the other slightly clearer and the outcome visible, i will choose the one that i can see where it’s going. Not knowing what is going to happen is a fear of mine. I am always in control and make sure that i never let situations i am in get out of control. I never want to hurt people and most of the times i don’t know when i am. That is why i ask for honesty from my friends, it may hurt but i become a better person from it.
The truth may sting but lies consume you. It’s hard to say sometimes but the truth may be the better option than letting the lies that you live consume you. The day that they do you are no longer a person you are one big lie and it is hard to come back from. I don’t want to say that lies are bad because not all of them are. But if you are living your life by lieing you are only hurting yourself and the people around you.
This is not directed to any one person its just i have seen a lot of people that are letting lies consume them and it is killing me. Just remember it all starts with being honest with yourself. You can’t expect to be honest with others if you can’t be honest with yourself.
If this makes you angry good please do something about.
